Empty is a part of my life for... few years now. Why ? I don't know.. Yet (?)
Move, hate, regrets, disapointment, Love* ...
- Today, I'm fed up to tell my life to everybody ; to anybody... I'm fed up of everything and nothing. [Perhaps it's because I become old O_O" ]
I'm empty. From inside... Maybe from outside too... An empty shell. What's my life ? Good question !
I don't know. I don't know what I'd wanna do, what I wanna do ; what I wanna be ... A good person ? A bad person ? Doesn't matter.
I'd like to tell so many things.. But I'm not as strong to do it. So I don't speak. I stay here. Like a ghost. Without a real life.. Waiting for something impossible.
But I'm gonna wake-up. And that day, everything'll whange ! I hope so.
I'm haunted by him* (the evil)... Night after night you're haunted my dreams.. I see you everywhere I look. I know that you don't care. But I do ! Things would be easier if you had not existed, because of you I suffered and I still suffer. So I took a decision ! I have to forget you ! It'll be hard, really but... I have to continue. To prove to everybody, and You* that I'm stronger than you think ! Because "you're just like poison" who's killing me slowly.
"I'll spread my wings and fly away" from here !